Cool Off...

Everything was going so well…

Mister M finally opened up to me last week that he and his partner have talked about being separated. Apparently, his partner thinks it’s not worth trying to save the relationship anymore and she is just waiting for Mister M to tell her that it’s time they go their separate ways…

The only thing that’s stopping Mister M is his kids… he says he loves them and does not want them growing up without him and he knows that if his partner and him decide to separate, there will be an issue with the kids as surely both would fight for them.

A couple of days ago, Mister M tells me that everything has just gone mayhem as his family are now getting involved with the situation and he’s all pressured with everything that’s going on.

At that point, I thought that maybe I should back off coz I’m sure he does not need the added mood swings and tantrums from me so I asked him if he needed the space. He initially said that he didn’t and just wants me to hold on… I insisted that it would be better for him if I stayed out of the picture while he sorts himself out which he then agreed to.

I haven’t heard from him after that and I sent him a message on friendster and didn’t get any reply… I know you must be thinking that I’m such a psycho coz I suggested giving him the space and now I’m all sad about the fact that he hasn’t made an effort to contact me since…

I guess I’m just really missing him and I’m just hoping that everything works out sooner rather than later… *sigh*