Letting Go...

I guess it’s true when they say that when you’re happy, something is bound to happen to ruin the happiness…

Mister M and I have been really happy for the past few weeks… meeting up all the time, always on emails and text messages. I’m afraid that happiness will be coming to an end soon!

Yesterday, we were talking and he told me that his partner changed her mind about leaving the country for good coz she got a really good job offer. Obviously, I was disappointed by this but just acted like I didn’t care and even told him that he should be happy coz his family would still be here with him.

I got to thinking that our ‘relationship’ is really not gonna go anywhere so I’ve decided, hard as it is, to let go… I’m gonna do it slowly coz I don’t really want him to know that I am overly affected by his family not leaving. I’m the type of girl who won’t let men think that they’ve got a hold on me… I want them to think that I’m strong… but am I really?! *sigh*